[kbl]

I packed up all my baby things (maternity clothes, birth supplies, baby clothes, books and training baby doll) today to put away in storage.
I need to clear my mind (and living area) of being obsessed about this and all these things tucked here and there to see everyday do not help.
I waited 9 months to begin trying and have only had two cycles of actually trying. Really though, I have been waiting 11 months for this to happen and I am driving myself crazy and letting it put my life out of balance. I know many ladies have waited even longer and I sympathize with them.
I know the Lord determines when our wombs will be opened, so I realize that I need to set this aside and let the Lord restore balance in my life. I do not know if I will get the microscope now and monitor my fertility. I will let DH decide on that.

I have really enjoyed being a part of you ladies here and will lurk from time to time (I have to know how you all are doing!). I will certainly be back on fully when the Lord grants the appointed time.
Blessings to all as we strive to be daughter's of God.

[o0o0i0o]

I totally understand!!! I know just how hard it can be. I'll be praying you are back soon with a babe in your womb.

[jmommy5.5]

Bless you in your time of anticipation. :)

[LisaS]

I think of you every time I wash my hair...funny eh? Praying you get to unpack your stuff sooner rather than later!