I think that he thinks my BP is due to anxiety/being stressed maybe? He has commented that after all these years I still get white coat hypertension...but seriously...I don't see how. I am not nervous at these appointments. I was super relaxed today. I mean, I got up, showered and came to the Dr....traffic wasn't nuts, I was reading Childbirth Without Fear while waiting and felt very...zen. I do not desire to nor really cant afford to switch drs because he is the *least* interventive dr. (caught my 5th dd breech) and is supportive of us having an unassisted birth and not vaccinating our other children, etc. He really is one of a kind and we really love him for that because we know how RARE that is. Literally, there are no other options in our area. I will admit that a teeny tiny other part of me does worry (just a bit) that if something were wrong it would be overlooked but then again, that could be my anxiety and just knowing "too much", you know? I did mention to the nurse that I had 2 episodes this month that worried me. One I was sitting and I suddenly felt very weak and faint and nearly blacked out. That was weird/scary b/c I had never felt like that before and it hit very suddenly. The other episode around the same time period..maybe a few days later where I felt dizzy and saw "sparkles", etc. (also while sitting); however, both episodes were during the past few weeks when I have been battling this cold/bronchitis junk...so I am hoping they were/are isolated incidents. I don't want to go through any undo risk but I don't want to freak myself out unnecessarily. I have been under a lot of life stress in addition to the illness the past few weeks but I am hoping as that clears up there will be no more symptoms.
Prayers would really be appreciated though. I can't handle anymore stress right now. Feedback would be appreciated...those of you who have known me through a few pregnancies...am I overreacting? Under reacting? I feel out of my league lately these days, lol. I am believing for a healthy, peaceful birth and just don't want my desires to cloud reality. I understand my health is my responsibility but just seeking opinions to weigh. I posted on freecycle to see if someone may have a blood pressure cuff I could use to monitor at home while resting, etc.
This post has been edited by Solace: 09 July 2010 - 10:17 PM

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