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Daqurie's 2nd Unassisted Pregnancy Journal
Expecting April 2005
Tue Aug 24, 2004
New Blessing in the Making :)
We are happy to announce we are expecting again !. This new Blessing should be ariving in April of 2005. After experiencing our loss in May we were very happy to be blessed again so soon.
I was charting off and on and my cycle was long but I though AF was on its way for sure. I had taken 3 tests and all were negative untill 15 DPO and I got a dark positive with an equate test
so now I am 6 weeks and feeling pretty good. my pants are allready unconfortable so I do wear strechy things or maternity clothes :) I feel weird when I have to tell people I am only 6 weeks though and I am showing ( of course mostly me not baby) I have always like to show off my preggie belly so I do not mind..
I really want to get in shape this time and eat better to avoid some stuff like High BP and general flabbyness. I really also want to avoid the posterior baby this time ( like I have had the last 2 times) . I would like to swim more but never get down there Yet. I did do my belly dancing last night though LOL it was fun
still exploring the BEST diet for us. It is so confusing with all the different opinons out there
Keep cheking in for updates
Sat Aug 28, 2004
Sooo tired and Sick
Gosh this week I am soo dead tired..and sick blagh!!. my tunmmy just feel icky all the time right now. And I am definatly bloated .. so much I could look 6mo pregnant some days
( really!!) . I am already wearing maternity close most of the time because my normal clothes either don't fit or they squish my queazy belly... I guess I know I am definatly pregnant now LOL
My mom is also pregnant and still feeling yucky and tired at 15 weeks now.. I hope mine will not persist that long but never know my first 2 did
Fri Sep 10, 2004
the upadates
I have been really stuggling with the all day sickness this week but yesturday I felt much better,, I when to the ND to pay a bill and she asked about my M/S I said it was bad so she did some muscle testing and siad I should try Calcium Citrate and Omega oils. So I did and some thing seems to be helping.. I also am sipping hot lemon water though most of the day.
Before I tried this I was not able to eat untill after 5 pm because I was so queezy.:( I have lost 3 lbs so far.. not worried about it though since I have 20 lb I could loose LOL. but I hope this can help me eat the thinks I need to grow a healthy baby again.
I definalty want to start walking more.. The kids like it and so do I .. I just have to get Dh to fix the whole int the fence so our dogs will not get out and follow us. The kids and I are going swimming today and I hope we have a good time.
on another note I had a bad dream last night that I had another misscarriage and I was really disapionted and didn't want to try any more untill I was done nursing John.. So I guess subconsiously I think that had something to do with it? thoug I don't think so since it really was a problem with fertilization. Humm
also I funny note :P Ron cousin came over yesturday and wanted to try that whole game on me of trying to predict the number of kids you will have and thier gendar it should cout every pregnancy . so I said go for it .. just for fun. so here is how it went boy( Ryan), Girl ( Mickie), Boy ( Johnathan), girl( Serenity). then Boy ( this pregnancy). then 2 girls ( possible twins) then boy and then last a girl.. so that endend up being 9 pregnancies counting my m/c.
DH cousin wants several kids but she is " supposibly" only having 2 ( 1 more).. My mom tried it and she is "supposively' having 7 girls( she had 5 and had one m/c and one one the way). she had it done befoer and it was saing the saome thing but she had her stop after the 6th girl ( at that time she only had 4 and the m/c)
I just though it was funny to see not really banking on it YK
Sat Sep 18, 2004
my life is a rollercoaster
good thing I don't post everyday or you all would get tired of reading my ups and downs LOL
lots of think went one this week.. I was not sick .. then I was sick,, then Johnathan was sick. then better then sick ( got the lab results on him and he has a UTI) . so I have been trying to take care of him and not feeling well my self..
Then Dh wanted to quit his job and move( LOOOOOONG story) so we were moving and now we are staying LOL.
sigh...... anyway to tireing to write all the details of the week.
as of today Dh is staying at his Cop job which he really loves and we will just keep doing what we are doing untill we hear different
Dh is gone ( to Missouri) for a few days now to see his uncle that is passing away soon.. he hope to be able to talke to him before he does because he is not saved.
sooo me and pregnancy.... I am well still sick and tired LOL funny how I forget how hard this can be in the beggining.. I am 9 weeks 5 days now.. getting close to the same time when I lost Serenity so I think about that and I have bad dreams btu I feel we will be fine this time. I really thing I will have a healthy baby come April
Sun Oct 17, 2004
14 or 15 weeks?
I am still not completly shure if I am 14 or 15 weeks I have 2 very possible dates a week apart onmy chart.. I guess I will never know FOR SURE.
exciting news is I finaly feel my baby in my lower abdomin and this morning I think I found the heart beat and felt movment under my stethescope. I have definatly been feeling some growth in my uterus the last couple of days. I normaly have a big growthspurt around this time and it is exciting for me.
I am happy am am not suffering form the morning sickness like Iwas before. I am getting to feel better now. I am still very emotional this pregnancy .. seem to be able to cry at nothing at all LOL..
At this piont I am feeling like it ia a boy .. maybe just because I would like to have a sister for Mickie some time soon.. Maybe beccause we have been folowing a pattern of boy,girl,boy, girl..???
guess we will see
Fri Nov 12, 2004
17 weeks
I am feeling pretty good. love feeling the baby moving now. I really love to feel the outline of the baby in the moring before I get out of bed. I have got to listen to the heart beat with my stethoscope already and I love that too.
been busy this week packing to move and then found out that we will be staying. I have not started unpacking yet because it is pretty tiring LOL
I have had some leg pains latley and don't like to stand too long. I think I need to start the vitamins again.
Tue Nov 16, 2004
my birth dream
Just though I would share my first birth dream for this pregnancy. Some was clear but some was really wierd so bear with me OK?
I was I a house ( was not familiar to me as a house I has seen recently but resembled an old house I once lived in as a child) My mom was there and my sister. I was visiting them. seems like I had 2 dreams run together. the first part I was talking to my mom and she was having big health issues ( something life threating seems like something to do with bleeding maybe? not to clear anymore) and she wanted me there for her if she went to the hospital so I was tring to find someone to watch my kids. form what I can get I think I lived somewere farther away and had flown to see them..
Next thing I know I felt like I had a bit a a backache so I went to the bedroom and the next thing i knew I needed to push. I looked in a mirror and saw the baby crowing and then I pushed him out and pulled him up ( standing the entier time) he was pink and cried out right away and seemed to even smile. he was postieror and I saw his face first. He seem bigger than my others have been at birth. I called to my sister and then I woke up.
anyway don't know if this means ANYTHING but thought I would share my crazy pregnancy dream LOL
Wed Dec 15, 2004
doing good.. just past 1/2 way
I am now 22 weeks along and doing good. feeling the baby moving alot very active. if I delive at 37-38 weeks again I only have 15-16 more weeks to go.
I am only 5 lbs over my prepregnancy wieght because I lost 7 lb before I gained.
My blood pressuer is great right now at 120/70
I had started to have the pubic syphisis pain a few weeks ago but I am not feeling it right now so I am glad.
I am still feeling it is a boy and will be greatly suprised if it is not LOL
Sun Dec 26, 2004
My active little one :)
I am now aprocing 24 weeks and boy! is this baby active.. seems like I feel movement every 15-20 min all day long.. I am hoping it is already speeping well at night if it is so active in the day.. I don't recall every feeling so much movement during the day with my others.
It is so sweet
Tue Dec 28, 2004
another praise
I have yet another praise today :)
last night I decied to asked Dh about how he felt ofbout our up coming bith in April. after all these subbimtion issue I have been workign on over the last yr or so I now feel i was in the wrong to be the way I was about our last UC ( very determind to do it wether he like dit or not). I do not wna to him to feel he dosn't have a say this time again..
I was scared to ask him really so i kinda have been waiting to see if he had differnt plans.. I had asked him if he wanted any thing differnt very early in pregnancy but he really didn't talk about it ( I feel he didn't want to fight about it) so anyway I have been trying hard to show I am willing to be open to him now like I wasnt before I have been trying to prepare my heart for what he has to say when I ask.
also I a freind of mine who happens to be a MW siad she would love to be here for me as a dula sort ( making food, cleanign up, making me confortable) she said it would be so nice not to have to bring any " stuff" and just be able to enjoy the energy she said it is rare wher a MW can just be there without the mother feeling they need her to fix things ect. I am very confortable that she would not push things on me becaue she would not be there as a MW but just a freind and she also has had a UC and understnd why I want one.. that said I still feel I would like to have DH be that "support person" and do all of thoes things for me.
I told DH about what me freind had said and he sound happy about it
sooo.. I have been thinging and I though OK if DH wants me to have my firend here so I am not totaly reliinng him for support then I can HANDLE that if not then we can start talkign about what we want as a family birth..
soo.. last night I asked him.. do you want anything differnt this birth form last time?? he said well I don't want anyone eles here .... so I said my anyone you mean??? becaue I don;t want my MOM, MIL ect here lake last iem either because I know it added stress to both of us at the end.. so he said well it would be good for it to just be us.. or if you want your freind to be here I wouldn't mind that either.. he also said he would like the kids to be home this time and we also agree we would not call anyone till it was over and we had rested some ( the postpardon time was very stressfull because of all the peole int he house freaking out last time.
soo I guess it is back to my choise for now anyway unless dh experesses a preference... I jsut really want a peacfull came birth this time and I realy realy want Dh to be confortable and actualy enjoy it some
so theres my news :)
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