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Wendy's Journal
Expecting September 2005
Mon Jun 13, 2005
A Short Introduction
My name is Wendy Im 32, Married to a Wonderful man named Robert, Two great kids and another one on the way....
Im considered "high risk" in the medical world, because im diabetic, overweight, past losses and a heart condition... Being high risk and living where we are...there is so much time and travel involved, and "they" (the medical world) have all the control over every single thing you do to yourself during pregnancy....well i found out, NO THEY DONT...God is in control of what happens to me and this baby, not any "human"
Last year, my pregnancy with Andrew was going beautifully, but we lost him, we lost him at 34 weeks, while in the hosptial, WHILE these highly trained medical people stood around and "needed" to confirm that his heartrate was indeed dropping and he died right there, in front of all of us...and NO ONE did anything....Not a single person even tried...so what does that tell me....God called his Angel home to him and nothing could have been done about it...
Ive been going to the high risk clinic this whole pregnancy, everything is going beautifully with it, and after really praying and discussing things with Robert, we will not continue to go...I will continue on my meds as im supposed to (insulin etc..) But God is going to be here for us...he will take care of us for the rest of this pregnancy and the birth which we will have in our own home, not under the watchful (or not so watchful) eye of the medical world...I know it sounds like im angry and I a bit, but I know with all of my heart that this is right....God is in control...
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